Just a short Quote.

It's okay to be afraid of losing the person that you really care. 
你无需面对失去一个你在乎的人的恐惧，

But it's not okay if the person doesn't care of losing you at all. 
但真正的恐惧是那个人一点都不在乎是否失去你。

 
      

Man.

Mankind is a kind of biological moving animal that do had extraordinary evolution and development, in their four limbs movement functions, the surviving abilities, and too, the logically thinking skills. 

We are good in telling people what should they do, but we don't normally do as what we want people to do. 

We loved to make us brilliant by not doing any mistakes, but we did mistakes and became brilliant from them.

We agreed delaying and dragging will spoil our own life, but we used to spoil some of the little but mean matters in life by delays and drags. 

We need somebody there for us when the troubles come, but we don't perform well to be that somebody when we are approached. 

We said we wanted to learn, but we acted like we don't want to learn. 

We said SORRY sometimes because of asking for the forgiving, but we don't realized our mistakes, and most  of the time, we are not feeling sorry for our wrongly actions at all.

We felt SORRY sometimes because of a self punishment to ourselves due to the surrounding factors, but we don't do what should we do to compensate what had been done. 

We said THANKS sometimes because we wanted people to accept our gratitude, but not because of generating gratitude. 

We said THANKS sometimes because to ease ourselves from guilty, but we are not guilty to accept any kinds of gratitude and generosity from others. 
 
We pointed and blamed on the others when we met failures, but we don't know that we fell because of we are stepping on our own toes.

We tell ourselves to be hardly cry, but we cried hard. 

We smiled from crying when we are small, but we cried from smiling when we faced the world. 

We said we wanted to mend our ways once mistakes did, and we SAID them again and again when mistakes do come again and again.


We grudged to not receiving any blessings, but we did not bless others, not even a THANK YOU told when we are blessed. 


Weird. Right?


But that's MAN. 

Ice-Cream YAYYYY!!!!

I love ice cream.
And I would like to try to make it in my own. 
After a great sucks day.
It's time to enlighten me up with something nice. 

The video is giving quite a good guide. 
Despite of the strong Korea Slank's english. 

BUT

What's on earth the HALF AND HALF IS?
Half cream and Half milk?

Where should I go and find out this kind of so special product here?

Can I mix them in my own?

If not, will I ended up with....
Cream with Ice?
o.O

I am.... so LUCKY today,

Why? And what? Today is just not a good day. 
Well, this is what I learnt from the Law of Attraction, I got to say, "HEY MAN! IT'S A GOOD DAY!!!"
YEAPPPP!!!!

A superbly amazing marvelous and fantastic day for me!!!

Well, it would be damn SURPRISE and AMAZING when I tried to sit down, opened up my laptop, and ready for the musics and rocks, and my right-sided lovely earphone suddenly turned to WHISPER the Linkin Park, Avril Lavigne, Marion Raven and so on to me. Bass just gone so quietly and calm! And it happened on me!! 


I bet, it was the most expensive and valuable earphone that I owned so far, since it was a couriered earphone from overseas, hand decorated and personalized by one of my dear friend located in Australia. And yes but damn, I must got it fixed! They are so meaningful and valued so lots to me! Amazing, huh??

So I was forced to wreak and disturb the equalizer, as I am getting used to CHESTER'S scream, but not his gently whisper. 


And again, here comes my handset. And OH MY GOODNESS, it stops to vibrate even though I switched the silent mode again and again, and it gently shines the color and light out when someone is calling! And YES, I WAS SO HAPPY AND PROUD OF HIM THAT HE REDUCE THE NOISE AND MY AWKWARD WHENEVER THE SOMEONE ON THE OTHER SIDE IS CALLING AND EVEN START CURSING for I to neglect the phone. I was so HAPPY because of that! It was totally so nice and fine!! 


So does it means that I got to scream "YAYYYY!!!! THANKS FOR THE SPOILING." Is that I got to bide the Law of Attraction. Go to Hell. 


I am so sorry to say, I am not so positive to smile and laugh when everything that made me cry happened in front of my eyes.

walk out.

To set one's mind free about every single annoying nerve, 
one should free himself from his place, and catch a fresh breath,
give himself a new break. 

I am not a him, but I did set myself free from the old place, for a short break. 

I promised myself for a single trip without anyone in companion. 
But I just woke up late in the afternoon everytime, and the trip was forced to cancelled. 
For today, I made myself for it. 
A single trip, stop wherever I wanted to stop, eat those I wanted to eat. 
And I just felt a big relax and the real STOP for myself.  

To flee for a glance is not a mistake, nor a shame, 
you have a free rein to think that how you're going to redeem yourself from the cliff that you are going to fall, 
But if you are fleeing just to make yourself a bigger space to run away from those you're facing, 
YOU ARE IN A BIG SHAME. 


So it is not a marvelous walk out from home, 
just to a simple shopping mall, 
walking around, seeing all around, and eating around. 
I was full, too full to move, after stuffing all kinds of favorite food into a bag-shaped muscular organ.
I was full, too full to think, after strolling in the bookshop and finish browsing those books that I longing to read. 
I was full, too full to feel, after an icy cold ice cream cone on my finger is stingling pain after all and I rushed to finish that. 


But my heart, seems like still lack of something else, to fill an empty corner. 


Everything will just get back to the original position at the moment I stepped back to the original place that I belonged.
Everyone will still be the same old when I get back to them. 
The problem was still there. 
I.... still can't ran away from the problems, like I did in my single trip. 
But I am no longer afraid to face it, and I know I will face it, 
and everything is going to be alright again. 

Soon, I will walk out from the situation,
I will see the desired happiness.

好的事情。

《好的事情》--严爵
曲：严爵 词：严爵/黄婷

休息是为了走更长的路
     你就是我的旅途
都是因为你 我一直漫步

想要跟你一起走到最后
     但我遗失了地图
谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦
     爱到深处才会领悟

好的事情 最后虽然结束
     感动十分 就有十分满足
谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路
     痛 是以后无法再给你幸福
好的事情 也许能够重复
     感动时分 就算纷纷模糊
不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚
     爱 是为彼此祝福

*每一件发生的事情，都是好的事情，
  虽然不是每一个结束都是期望中的结束，
  虽然不是每一颗眼泪都会换来期待，
  但，眼泪的背后，藏着一个绚烂的微笑，
  还有一道美丽的彩虹，
  让每一件不管是欢笑，还是流泪的痕迹，
  都是一件件好的事情。
  好的事情，共勉之。
 

Just a short Quote.

放弃，或许不是一个结束，而是另一个开始。
Giving up, is not absolutely meant to the end, but the start, to the another.

      有时，迎接另一个开始，首先必须学会放弃。
      One must learnt to give up, before opened his arms to the new begin.

 

Driving lessons

And Oh my goodness, I never expect there existed such a movie named with DRIVING LESSONS. 

And Oh my goodness again, I liked the propaganda of the movie much.

(And I was so surprised to see the best friend of Harry Potter in the driver seat in the poster.)

And Oh my goodness, it's a tiring task actually. 

And again with my goodness, I maybe diagnosed as a patient of LESSON PHOBIA, especially, for the driving one. 
 
If my dad over-heard this, I think he is gong to slaughter me in pieces to pieces. 

=P

The Little Prince.

Recently I was gifted a story book by a lovely and adorably one, in a big shock and surprise when I was tearing the parcel, and so stunting shock to see the front cover of the book. 

I was so happy to receive such a memorable and meaningful gift, which was one that I longing for, and I couldn't believe that it was solid held in my hand, touchable!! Thanks, from the bottom of my heart anyway. =)

There's a folk tale living in every child. It shall be the best companion for the growing up, it shall be the most persuasive lies for the child to believe the everlasting happiness and beauty of the world, and it shall be the most beautiful yet cruel fact that brought the child back to the reality. And I, used to believe in those pretty mermaids, the everlasting blissfully attached of prince and princess, and CINDERELLA with the glass high heels, SNOW WHITE with maybe the six dwarfs and all kinds of so called BABY CHEATING NONSENSE. And I, truly enjoyed in them well. To fill one's childhood with some beautiful lies, and these help so lots in nurturing a GROWN-UP of so true, so honest, so intelligent, so hardworking, so positive and hundreds or thousands of so and so, why not?? XDXDXDXD

Sorry that I drifted the topic away. Well, the book. It's just astonishing! But I guessed, if I was presented to this book or I might be told this story by someone else when I was 6 years old, sorry to say, he or she might need to help in cleaning the drool and the spilling of my milk bottle. Because there is no princess with the LITTLE PRINCE, no evil witch to harm the handsome and charming LITTLE PRINCE, and also no blissfully, gracefully and fantasy big royal wedding of the princess and LITTLE PRINCE. 

Says a flower to the LITTLE PRINCE,

"Well, I must endure the presence of two or three caterpillars if I wish to become acquainted with the butterflies. It seems that they are very beautiful. And if not the butterflies-- and the caterpillars-- who will call upon me? You will be far away... as for the large animals-- I am not at all afraid of any of them. I have my claws."

How I wish I could be traveled like what was did by the small, and naive boy, from a planet to the other, without worrying anything else, and need not to think as much as those ODD GROWN-UPS did. So please, do spare me a space for cleaning the volcanoes, watering a little rose, rearing a sheep, and come down to the Earth, up from a star above, landing on the desert, watching on the beloved sunsets, and rearing the stars!!!  =)

For a moment, just a moment on, laughed like how THE LITTLE PRINCE did, and cheered like wat the little boy laughed, let's get floated on the surface of different planets, asteroids, saying "Good morning" to those you met, let's get your steps flying with the stars, the sunsets, cleaning the horrible volcanoes, and talking to the wolf, like it is a small, pity and lonely kid. From all of the distance, all being left towards you, are just the purest happiness, from the bottom of the heart.

Get cheered and blessed every day, as you are traveling at your unique journey of life, the most beautiful destiny, and get yourself embarked in the sparkling of the stars, that lead you to your loves.

=)

Say a BIG HELLO again!!!!!!!

Well dear blog!!!! A very nice and big HELLO again to you since I bade my last farewell to you since 8 March of the same year of course. Frankly speaking, I am wondering why I kept you waiting for the fresh posts, but for all the time, You my dear bloggy, kept molding alone here, without a single inch of care from me. Pity and poor little thing. And that is why, I GOT YOU A BRAND NEW LOOK!!!! So..... SWEET? and..... DELICIOUS? Whatever. XDXDXD

10 more minutes, I will be moved towards the start of the new month, it's 1 August 2011!!! And I, still enjoying my great holiday in my room, in front of my lappy, calling up the same old songs from the same old lists. Listening to a warm song. It's warm melody, It's warm lyrics, and the warm vocal, and I wished that I can just fall asleep in this way, if I was permitted to be so relaxed, and spared the WORRY nothing.

Well, changes are happening everyday. Things are just gone out of my prediction sometimes. And the EXTRAORDINARY events and incidents were happening without any signs, any pre-establishing syndromes, and without any objections. It's just a big toll around, and what should be said, I like the changes happened. XDXDXD

I guessed I will be quite active recently here. 

There's supple reasons for me, to keep it updated. 

To make up those missed up posts.