Friday, December 31, 2010

Bye 2010, Hello 2011.

31 December 2010. The last day to bid the farewell to the year of 2010, and open my arms to hug the year of 2011. So what have I done in the year of 2010? Frankly speaking, it does really eats me times to review on it, because I was doing nothing MEANINGFUL in the year. XD

I wasted a half year's time, wandering around in my home without any purpose to enjoy my BIG, GREAT, and MEANINGLESS holiday. Watching the online TV, dramas, movies became a part of my daily routine. So I started to watching it, non-stop and MARATHON-LIKE in front of my laptop, and that's my days. Eating, Sleeping, and Hanging out rarely with my friends perhaps for movie sessions and sometimes, BIG TREATS to myself with SECRET RECIPES' CHEESE CAKES, SUSHI and other else. Everything is just going on without any arrangement, purpose, and target. For the year, I used to be asked by my friends that, "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING BY ENTRAPPING YOURSELF IN HOME?" Honestly, I was quite enjoyed in that kind of life.  XD  

During the so-long and boring days without any pressure of works and any other else that will make me so annoyed, I fulfilled one of my wish--WRITING A NOVEL. That was the very first try for me, but I was so happy and consoled when I started to find that there were bunches of people actually, like my story and love the presentation of the novel. I never expect it will be read through, but, OUT OF MY SURPRISE, I received a lot of supports and encouragements from that, and the most luckily, I met a big bunch of friends from different places and countries because of that. I was really appreciating it. I posted it in a forum-like space, where fans involved themselves in the space, and it was really a very memorable period for me when I renew my story day-by-day. 

The days keep continue. It ends by a notice, called THE UNIVERSITY CALLING LETTER. I was so surprised that I caught a chance to enter into the university, and an ENORMOUS surprise when my name was enlisted in the UNIVERSITY OF SABAH. So I left home 2 weeks after the notice, and spent up 2 months before the first short break occurred. OKAY!! I changed every IMPOSSIBLE to become POSSIBLE. I was forced to be independent, and I tried hard to stand up whenever nostalgia was killing me. Everything was IMPOSSIBLE at the beginning, BUT I was not defeated by it, and luckily, I was so lucky that I met up a big bunch of new friends. Thanks for being there for me when I need you all. 

4 days later, I will head back to my campus again for the beginning of new semester. Thanks everything, every single arrangement and path that the DEAR GOD make for me, I will work hard for my life, AS WHAT I HAD PROMISED TO MYSELF. Thanks for being there for me always, Thanks for giving me the strength, and Thanks for always preventing me for being led to the astray. THANKS for everything that I owned up today, and I was really appreciative towards it. 

31 DECEMBER 2010. Goodbye, and HELLO, 2011.

The new beginning of the year, as well as the new beginning of a BRAND-NEW self. BUCK UP KEE!!

If you think you can, you can.

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