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Long time no see, my dear blog, and the sides of my deep bottom heart. Well, I have to admit that this is the place where I am puring out all the unwanted rubbish out from my heart, and the place where I can writing some rubbish, nonsence, as well as destressing. ASSIGNMENTS. Seems like he problem foe every student who crakcked their heads and stormed their brains like HELL just for the pieces of paper, and full of words which mean nothing for them. I had accomplished countless assignments since I start my days here, yet actually, I really don;t know what is the true meaning behind them. USELESS. Can I describe these things like that? I was the group leader for one of the assignments done with my members, and I supposed to do the presentation and leading my members for that. I was really shocked and surprised when the lecturer suddenly announced that the presentation will begin one week after that. You really can't imagine how big was my mouth opened and how cold was my heart when I heard that. It's just like a flush of cold, icy blood ran into my bloodstream, and I started to shiver after hearing that. STAGEFRIGHT is not a problem for me actually, but the problem is I WAS PREPARING NOTHING FOR THE PRESENTATION! Cracking my head for the preparation for the stupid slides, having uncountable sleepless nihts for that, and finally, THE USED PERFECTIONIST ACHIEVED WHAT SHE WANTS AND SHE WAS REALLY OVER THE JOY WHEN WATCHING THE SLIDES RUNNING WTH MARVELLOUS ANIMATIONS AND INFORMATION. So this morning. I charged myself up to 100% fully prepared for the thing, and even wore up the SKIRT, which id the good farewell with me since my last wore last year. But finally, I was rushing the slides by just clicking them, after nstructed by the lecturer, "MAKE YOUR FACTORS, RECOMMENDATIONS, AND SUMMARY LESS THAN FIVE MINUTES." It was really terrible for me. Luckily, I threw up all the slides that I had prepared and I was really over the joy when i saw the last slide, THANK YOU. Wordless to describe my feelings. So complicated. This was the first presentation that I done since my campus days starts, et there is a lot ofspace for me to do even better. Lots of awaiting assignments are there. Lots of chances. HAHA. Well, wish me luck for the next sleepless night. :P

P.S.: Emo-ing for nostalgia.... Starts to miss my home.....
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