Monday, August 30, 2010

sTepPing Up. Are You READY?

It’s not about what you’ve got; it’s all about how you make of what you’ve got. (Step-Up 2, The Streets, Andie.)
What a meaningful and sophisticated line. I am using the word, SOPHISTICATED to define the line. Wow. Well, the line actually did not mean anything to me when I first watched the movie in a dilapidated space in the hostel room, :P, but the fact was that when I revised back the same part, I was suddenly shocked by the line. MARVELOUS. I was so surprised and touched by the spirit of the movie, rebelling against the factual and materialistic world upon the own way, live up themselves. A group of ordinary dancers, live up their lives, live up their dreams. Just like the theme of the movie, STEP, UP. So, for the Mathematics test that may just murder me soundlessly on the day after tomorrow, I will extract the spirit from the line.
Imagine the situation where I carry a marked test paper, and a beautiful big circle on it, marked as ‘zero’ and still, I am laughing happily, telling the furious lecturer that,
“Madam, it’s not about how many marks I’ve got; it’s all about how I make use of this zero mark as your experience to tell your students about me and THIS USELESS TEST PAPER FOR THE RECYCLING PURPOSE. I am making use of WHAT I’VE GOT.” HAHAHAHA. If I really do this, doubtlessly, I will be the LEGEND of UMS, program of FOOD SCIENCE AND NUTRITION. HAHAHAHA XD
I caught up the latest season of the movie, STEP-UP 3. You really can’t imagine how was my excitement when I watched the steps and moves made by actors and actresses. I never tried to shout out uncontrollably in the cinema, pointing the marvelous steps and moves, and, the LIMITED EDITION NIKE SHOES. XD Well, I enjoyed watching it so much, till I can’t even bear to leave the cinema, leave my place, even the temperature of the cinema was exactly same like a fridge to me. My hands were icy cold when the movie ends, but I refused to get my glued buttocks out from the seat. HOW NICE IT IS? My answer is, I NEVER BEEN SO SATISFIED AND SO IMPULSIVE TO WATCH A CERTAIN MOVIE ONCE MORE BEFORE. Well, I really don’t know how to describe how nice is the movie, but the fact is, LUCKILY, I WATCHED IT. Amazing. Marvelous. Expert. (Do any beautiful words for describing it again?) Hmm.. JUST NICE. For those who may not interested in this movie, maybe you are not keen in dancing or moves, or grooves, or shakes, or moves, or steps, yet the SPIRIT OF THE MOVIE should be learnt and highlighted as the thing will just remain etched in your mind, and you will never forget it. Remember the efforts paid off by them for their dreams, remember how hard they are working for themselves, remember the smiles that are hanging on their faces when they get the victory. And, I bet it will be a very good motivation for you, for me, for everyone, who watched the movie.
NOW, it’s my turn to STEP UP, and pay my efforts for the succeed. STEP UP, BUCK UP.
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Thursday, August 26, 2010

High UP to The SKY!!

I love to snatch photos after my arrival to this place. Well, I have to admit that, the scenery is amazing here from any angles and any views. ESPECIALLY, SKY. The most frequent thing that I am doing in my boring hostel room is, gazing at the blue sky through the little opened window and enjoy the caress of the soft and gentle wind. Thinking nothing, zero-minded, but after that, zero-troubled. :)


Surprisingly, I found that RAINBOW is appearing anytime where I can't meet this phenomena in my hometown. It was not an easy matter for us to see and discover rainbow although we sat in front of our doors and long-neck waiting for the appearance of rainbow, but all our efforts will gone in vain usually. 
I love rainbows. It's just like a new hope, a new beginning after a big downpour, and a heavy rain. The wonderful combination of different colours will just be thrown on the blue sky and it is actually easing my minds by looking at them. Imagine how excited I was when I saw it the colourful bridge hanging on the sky in front of the school library.
I was sitting at a place, gazing around without a purpose, and saw a colourful thrown of rainbow on the sky. I pointed on the thing and shouted so loud to attract my friends to have a good look at it. I was deeply enjoyed in my own excitement, and discovered that many pairs of eyes stopped at me, with full of question marks above my head. HAHAHAHA.. (All I wished to do at that time was just find a hole, and hide myself in that. :P)

WELCOME to my new life, KEE.

It's me. This is not the first blog site that I have created since I get to know what is the true matter of blogging, but the site is really being served upon the sudden impulse to write something, that comes out from my heart. I HAVE NEVER BEEN EXPERIENCING SUCH A WRITING IMPULSE BEFORE IN THE PAST 20 YEARS. Yes, the second day of my 20 year's old days.

Well, the place, SABAH. Unfamiliar. That's all I can describe about the place. Thanks for making me so helpless when I was first arrived, Thanks for forcing me to live so independently in my own stand, Thanks for inducing me a big bunch of crazy, interesting friends, Thanks everything that I am owning now. I still remember that I can't stop grudging when I arrived at the airport, carried a big handful of goodies and luggages, sitting at the chair, waiting for the school-bus ride. And I asked myself, "DO YOU HAVE A CHOICE?" No. Packing up my luggage, packing up my parasiting-life that persists for the half-year long, packing up my "sedentary" life-style, packing up all my bad temper and sucks habits, I AM HERE. 

Two months. I can't imagine that I have been leading my own life, making every decision, spending every cents after full-consideration, doing all kinds of household-chores that I have never tried and do it before for two months. SALUTE TO MYSELF. I bet my parents are going to think the same with me too. HAHA. But the fact is, I STOOD MY LIFE UP. This may be just a peanut for you guys who used to live in their own, but indeed, I am quite impressed with myself (so unshameful to write the sentence,:P), and I am so proud of myself (just leave me alone to be self-high up to the moon,:P). 

Well, I have to admit that actually, I am looking forward to every single day, every dawn to come, not because of taking all awaiting challenges, but, to fly back home. HAHA. Useless bum. You may use the word to describe me. Indeed, I am. The pressure of assignments, culture shock, and nostalgia, FACTORS THAT ARE CONTRIBUTING TO MAKE ME URGE TO FLY BACK HOME. I always been some sort like Counsellor towards my friends, those are telling me hoe enormous are the pressures they are facing, how badly they have cried for the mark-loss in examinations, and what I've done was just told them off, and aparting all my destressing skills towards them. NOW ONLY I KNOW HOW'S THE FEELING UNDER ENORMOUS PRESSURE AND TENSION. They are killing actually. Can I manage them well? Can I escape from being attacked by this invisible demon that are surronding me? I am learning, I AM LEARNING.


The philosophy that I have created when I was idling in my room, in front of my stacks of books,
"YOU WON'T BE DEFEATED, IF THE WORD 'GIVE UP' NEVER EXISTS IN YOUR DICTIORNARY."
Stupid, isn't it? But this is the fact. That's why all of us are surviving, because we are never taught to give up.
Sometimes I will hesitate. DO I MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE TO BE A PURSUER OF MY RECENT LIFE? Do I really make the right choice for stepping on this land and fulfil my 4 years of life here? (Especially when endless assignments, tutorials, and lectures stuffed my life up) HESITATE NO MORE. Stop dreaming and start studying. FOR THE SAKE OF MYSELF.


Ok, spouting all the craps along, I have to let my mind to be ease, and starts to rush my assignments and prepare for my mid-term tests. GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST, TO YOU, TO ME.